I am Lulu pencil, a pro-wrestler.
I am a freelance writer. I am writing articles about video games and movies (here are my articles) and scripts for some video games. I love stories.
Stories accept everything, if I am not strong, stories tell me, it is okay and I can live as I am. That's what makes my attitude on how to live. Winner needs the loser. If someone proves their strength, he needs someone weak, so I'm scared of becoming strong.
Can’t losers survive in this tough world? Should they lie beneath the winner’s feet?
I deny it.
Now, I am a pro-wrestler. I have to be strong and I have to win, but I am not strong and have never won even once. It may be strange, but pro-wrestling accepts those opposite ways of living, so both way are my way to live and we can be as I am in the ring.
Chris Brookes said I believe in fairy tales. He said I am not a wrestler, the people around me make me believe I am a wrestler. It may be true. So many wrestlers and fans accept that I am a wrestler. It is the reason why I love pro-wrestling, and YOU are a part of my fairytale.
Someone may call me a loser, It might be true, if that’s so, I believe I can change the world as a loser.
I am not special, but if there is something only I can do, it's proving I can live as myself, because pro-wrestling accepted me being a wrestler, as I am.
Only pro-wrestling can prove it for me.
If you would like to know about me and ChocoPro, please read and watch those great creations.
(If I miss some articles, please let me know.)
I know how difficult it is to understand my thoughts and beliefs, because I am a writer. I always feel I am not enough to describe it.
However my English is not good, so many people interpret my attitude and describe it clearly. Their great articles and videos show what I wanna tell.
I am already blessed, all that is left is tomorrow.
